The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

(The Reason - Hoobastank)


This is for you..
For you who was mine but not for a long time..
For you who was being my special person..
For you who was made me your special person..
For someone that i've made you broken..
For someone who insipired me with my life..

The reason that i want to move on with my life is you..
For so many years I'd been keep waiting for you..
I was still expecting and wanting you to come back in my life..
But, suddenly there was something that made me think about this..
I can't keep staying and live like this..
I should move on and be a better person..
And it's all because of you..
I know that i won't get another chance with you..
I'm sorry for what I've done..
I even haven't got a chance to say sorry to you..
I don't even know who you are now.. Are you still the same or you've already change? I don't know..
I don't know anything about you anymore..

Eventhough, you're still my inspiration..
I'm moving on now..
I've grown up..
I'm trying to be better than before..
I'm quite happy with my life now..
Thanks for such being my life motivator.. :)

P.S : there's always be a place for you in my heart..
I L U
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Wajahku dulu tak begini.. :c

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

Hari ne gw gosong.. bzz.. Gw gosong gara" terik matahari yg melanda jakarta akhir" ini.. haiz.. Knp c y jkt ntu kudu panas? Ga bs adem" ja y? ckck..
Pagi" gw bgn tdr langsung sikat gigi gara" dibgnin ma c babuntet yg tdny mw brnang di apt gw.. Tp brhubung krn sesuatu hal, dy ga jd brnang di tmpt gw malahan jdny ke Waterbom PIK.. hahahah.. Jauh bgd y pndh haluanny..wkwk..
Stlh gw selese beberes, gw langsung cao ke PIK.. maap y tmn" gw ga ngajak, bizny mndadakan jg c.. heheh.. =p
Sblm brangkat ke PIK, gw ke hum c babuntet dulu soalny c oon 1 ntu lupa bw handuk n sun block.. bzzz.. Biz ngnbil handuk di hum ny, kita langsung otw ke PIK..
Tetapi dlm prjlnan, ad sesuatu yg mengganggu yaitu mblny hampir keabisan bensin.. C ank oon ini blm isi bensin, jd pas nympe pluit kita muter" dulu nyari pom bnsin.. parah bgd dah.. haiz..
Untung ad pom bensin stlh kurang lebih stgh jm keliling" pluit.. ckck.. Udh selese isi bnsing kita langsung cao ke PIK n msk kesana..
Pas nympe di PIK, rame ny sgh mmpuz.. Org" bknny mudik malah brnang.. swt d.. Gw maen aer disana kurang lbih 4 jm an.. gw pulang jg gara" mkin rame n dah kga bs maen ap" lg gara" ngantri ny lama.. Pdhl kan gw msi pengen maen perosotannya.. huhuhu...

Selese dr PIK msi siang,jd gw brencana ngajak yg laen ntn PHOBIA 2.. hahaha.. Dan pd mw trnyata..Hasilnya gw, dud, bum, li cien n c ank oon a.k.a cpw pegi ntn di blitz.. hahha..
brhubung ntu pelem adny jm 5 tp c bum bsny stgh 5, jdny ngebut d ksanany.. Rame boo yg ntn trnyata.. Dan kita smwa dpt duduk ny di barisan A.. Pelem ny ga gtu serem, tp lumayan serem bwt gw.. hahahha...

Biz dr ntn gw mkn jcool.. Dah lama bgd gw ga mkn froyo.. Brhubung gw ngidam, jdny gw ksitu..ahahaha.. Udh selese smwa ny, kita pulang d.. Dan pulang" gw lyat muka gw di kaca dah keq kpiting rebus ga jd.. Pink bgd.. Klo ke pesta gw dah ga prlu blush on keqny..ahhahah..

Bdw, thx bwt smwa ny yg mw gw ajak jln".. hehehe..

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First Experience.. :D

this morning was my first experience to drive my green car without my mom beside me.. hahahah.. finally i can drive manual transition car.. yipiiii..
pagi" sktar jm stgh 6 an gw bgn n langsung xmx mry bum n dud.. bum n mry langsung blez xmx gw, smntara c dud msi terlelap di alam mimpinya ntu.. hahaha.. biz ntu gw langsung cuci muka n sikat gigi tnpa mndi.. wkwk.. mlez jg mndi pagi" cuma mw kuar bntr bwat keliling" gdg yg sepi ny dah keq kuburan.. hahahha..

biz ntu gw langsung jln ke hum dud.. pas nympe komplek hum ny gw muterin hum bum dulu dan trnyata di dpn hum bum ad bpk ny lg nyuci mbl tnpa busana hanya memakai clana pnjg tp digulung" dan gw terheran" ndiri knp bpk ny rajin bner ampe pagi" buta mw bgn bwt nyuci mbl doanx.. hahahaah..

stlh c dud siap, gw ma dud rncanany mw dtg in hum ny c bum tp pas gw ma dud jln ke hum ny c bum, c bum ny jg jln ke hum dud.. jd sm" jln shingga ga ktmu.. akhirnya kita smwa ktmuan di dpn hum dud lg dan mmbuat gw muter"..wkwkwk

dr situ smwa ny berbondong" untuk menjemput non li cien.. hahaha.. prtma gw yg msk duluan ke komplek hum ny disusul c bum.. c dud nunggu di dpn pos soalny dy ga pny KTP bwt msk.. biz jmpt non li cien, smwa ny jln" muter" klp gdg keq ank tolol ampe akhirnya berenti di ruko" blakang kirana bwt blajar markir.. biz ntu ga brp lama ad satpam nyamperin n nyuruh kita bwt blajarnya pndh ke blakang.. ywda kita smwa jln ksana dan disana jlnan ny agak nanjak jdny gw jg bisa blajar tanjakan.. hahaha..

stlh selese blajar parkir, kita smwa pd mw nyari mkn.. muter" 1 klp gdg tp ntu mkanan" bnyk yg tutup.. akhirnya kita mkn di bakmi asan dkt hum ny dud n bum.. udh knyang smwa ny pd pulang ke hum masing" dan merencanakan untuk brnang..
tdny c mw langsung brnang, tp brhubung ad yg musti jd baby sitter dulu, jdny brnang ny kudu ditunda ampe sore hari..hahahah..


plg dr muter" gw tdr lg di hum ampe jm 12.. itu jg gw bgn krn di bgnin nykp.. klo kga mah mgkn udh kebablasan ampe sore..wkwk.. bgn tdr gw langsung mndi n pegi ke boro bwt mkn.. hehe..
plgny gw blanja bntr ke c4 di cmas.. brhubung hr lbur, cmas tutup total.. yg buka cuma c4 ny..
sumpah serem abz ntu cmas.. br prtm x ny gw ke cmaz dlm keadaan gelap gulita.. cuma mengandalkan lampu dr c4 doanx.. ckck..

dr c4 gw blik bntr ke hum bwt beberes dan langsung cao ke hum ny mry bwt brnang.. pas mw msk komplek hum mry, c bum ma dud dah duluan nympe, giliran gw yg pling blakang kna di interogasi dulu ma satpam ny..


J : RG 1 no 15 pak!
Satpam Geblek : oh iy.. ini..
J : makasi pak..
SG : sbntr mohon izin, tp lg ad acara ap y? td udh 3 mbl yg dtg..
J : ga ad ap" koq pak cuma maen doanx
SG : ohh.. siap non!
J : swt lu pak..

biz ntu ad prmasalahan dgn parkir.. parkir pnuh n gw bingung mw parkir dmn.. di tmpt parkir ad c parkir tp cuma bs bwt mbl kcl.. y se mbl ny c bum lah..
pas ntu c li cien dtg dan menyarankan supaya mbl ny dy di parkir disitu..

Mry : tuh ad parkir 1.. tp cuma muat ny bwt mbl kcl..
J : bum lw aj yg parkir disitu
Bum : ha? tp gw tkut bwt parkirin ny.. sempit bgd..
Mry : suruh c jek ja tuh yg parkirin..
J : mw? ywda sini gw parkirin..
Bum : ywda ne parkirin..

gw msk mbl ny tp br gw msk in gigi 1 n gw angkat kopling ny pelan", tuh mbl mmpuz.. gw nyalain lg dan gw melakukan hal yg sm eh mati lg.. jd keki ndiri.. trz gw coba dgn cara super duper pelan dan akhirnya bs jln jg tuh mbl.. bzzz..
pas gw lg markirin tuh mbl ny c bum, mbl ny kga mw naek tanjakan.. gw pksa malah mati mesin.. cuma mw maju sdkt doanx mati mesin.. keqny stlh 7 x mati mesin br tuh mbl bs diparkirin dgn bner.. swt d.. bzzz...
biz ntu kita nyebur smwa ny.. dan ga brp lama dtg lah mbl icil dgn anggota" dlm mbl ny.. ad wahyu, umel, ade ny icil, vivi dan icil ny.. hhahah... mreka dtg cuma mampir bntr trz ktny c icil mw blik lg.. dan icil emg blik lg.. wahyu jg tp mreka blik ny pas kita udh mw udhan..
c wahyu yg td ny berniat bwt brnang jd ga jd brnang.. icil ngnterin adeny soalny ade ny mw brnang ktny.. hahahha..

abz brnang kita pegi mkn kwetiaw yg rame ny mmpuz"an tp tnpa c bum soalny ga dibolehin ma mak ny.. biz mkn mw pegi ke ktc, tp apas nympe yg ad gelap gulita smwa.. bzz.. jdlah kita pndh haluan ke sport mal.. untung ny buka jd ny gw bs bli dvd d.. hahaha..
plg dr bli dvd gw bliin mami bihun tek" n langsung cao anter mry n plg.. (:

after all, i'm happy today.. at least i'm not "jamuran" at home.. wakkakakaka.. =P


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My first blog (:

hmm.. i don't know how to start this..
actually i don't really likes to blogging coz i dont what should i say.. :D
i made this blog because my friends told to made it.. hehe..
bdw, i'm Jacqueline but my friends usually called me jacQ or jekiki.. hahaha..
i'm 16 years old..
i was born on January, 12 1993 (:
i'm just an ordinary student who studies at MGS which has a ***** BK teacher.. wkwk

hmm.. what else? i don't know what should i say anymore..
i think that's enough for my first blog..
if there's any comment, just leave it and i'll read all ur comments.. (:
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